The inferior thoughts inside my head;
my gosh. I lost most of my followers on this one. I forget that I have this blog, and then don’t blog at all because I don’t want really personal things on my other one.
ugh. I’m so stressed out right now, I can hardly stop crying long enough to get things done. I did finish my DBQ for my lovely history class that I’m apparently failing. i just lost my life so much today.
I started crying when I got my progress report. I have ONE A. ..in directed study. Are you fucking kidding me? what’s happening to me? I’m totally losing it and I don’t know how to find it. I’m sick of asking for help, or complaining to people. I refuse to do it, so I need to figure this all out myself. Isn’t that a good decision? I can’t even decide that! I don’t know what’s good for me anymore, which is.. terrible.
I need to organize my thoughts on paper. ..after I finish my homework. </3
